what remains after Shift+Del?

a day like all other days. apparently.

looking close at it, the day the walls are ready. 2nd. April. 2013.

Thank you D, for helping Time with it. Thank you again, for loving me and for being here.

"everybody leaves" (made classic by OTH). but remember that some leave because they want to, some leave because kicked out. which one are you? which am i?

the whole process of shift+deleting, started all over. GOOD. i surprised myself today not remembering what i wished upon the red string on my wrist. maybe it's there to protect me?

i remember how pissed off i was, when i recognized MINE, projected on someone else. not their fault. but the eyes of the beholder, that is blind to understand why keeps (today still) projecting ME on others. (then, i wrote down a list, hoping that seeing it written down, light will stroke). well, one day this lesson will be learned, also. already late.

Real love is forever. as forever is made of yesterday, today, tomorrow.. a continuous passage of Time. i understand now, that if one cannot see the differences and the similarities between different times, if one cannot acknowledge differences between day and night, forever does not exist for thee, because limitless does not exist.

and then, maybe it's better not to understand it.

but I, ("..pasare de neam, si de minte proasta fiind..") will forever believe that Real love is forever. it stays with us, through our journey in these lives, giving back what we gave before. making us stronger to recognize it in the future.

lesson i learned this life: i must have done something terrible in the past. there has to be a reason, i'm the only one to see the black butterflies around.

yes, but i also learned that:

Time is my friend. 

to trust indigo.

(recently) to wish and..

to believe.

so now, for the remaining days my heart rate will resist 'morning training, 

let's focus!

>:D<